I said to myself

I looked into the world for healing but I could not find a remedy, then I looked within me and instead of healing I got carried away counting the scars. So I sat down with a black pen and white paper but it was too bright to relate to my sad sentences, so I rammaged  through my drawer for a darker paper dark enough to withstand my tears accompanied by the heartbreaking phrases. I sound sad but its only because i want to break your heart all over again so I know how to put it back together again. This will break your heart and heal your heart. My words became like sad eyes calling out for help because I was not enough to keep me safe from myself

So I know I look okay but this will probably only last for a second, so please don’t take your eyes off me.